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The Truth! "Honest From Core Of My Heart"

Hello again I'm back =).

To jazz:

"I Know that you've been Waiting for my bloggie update .... sowie and also i need to explain most of the stuff that people seem always misunderstood~ Quite disappointing actually.especially to that so confusing person...Hmmmm~ you will know what's on my head today.Just read at the Bottom =3

To Dijah:

" Sowie for not being near you today after practical i know that you need someone to lie on to =/ and you've been stress lately and tired with all weird stuff happening to you plus you just turning 16. Its normal to everybody, uneasy sleep and a mild amnesia.It will recover soon. and just now you ask me why you've been like so not like you. well i assume you really miss someone,first you're parents, you're mom and dad plus someone that you know who right. If I'm in you're situation it can drive me insane =) You're a tough girl and you have to work out to keep it up." You can do it Dijah ..Go Dijah"

To Tenten:

Do you're Project and please control you're fanfic.... or whatever xxxpppppp....and do whatever you like...... no limit ahahahhaha XDXDXDXD

To Deqin:

That if you read my blog. Depend on you whether being so loooooooong gone or be nice enough to read what I'm trying to tell ya here and my blog sooooo boring , why should I tell people about whats in my head,not interesting at all.Boring and i also want to know how do you know my blog????? was it through jazz's blog or faten's, i don't know.Hmmmm~ hey i know you're not fully recovered. i see it clearly with my two eyes =)you act very strangely lately and i know you gonna say " What???? really?? That's so not like me~ " I guess that will be you're response =) If I'm correct. Just read the rest on this blog. Well that if you want to read ~

To rhona: New bag New bag .... ahahaha majal xp

THE TRUTH

I love Everybody that I meet, whether new friendship or Old strong friendship. I always see them as my family at school ,friends and lovable. Even though i had fight with them lately or they hurt my feeling till i cried. even i said i hate them , they're so not sensible but the real thing i never hate them just that i'm so sad that why it happened to me. Most my friend goes chaos. Two sides, left side fight with right side and forcing me to create enemies.Hey wait I'm a Muslim. Muslim people don't create enemy .they even help to cure the enemy to get friend with them well of course there's limit for that...showing them the right the right path not the upside down snakie path..... the truth That i love all my friends soooo much and proud of them....Always =)*Muah*

And about love in my heart.Well i know my past decision will cause me great deal of painful scar that hard to stitch together.especially my heart. It hurts most when i hurt someones heart *sigh* and people will keep saying " Kesian bah ia ah... jahat wah ko ane ...Liat ia sorang2 " Never miss a day i hear that word,You know how frustrated i was every time thinking of that. Damn hurt like hell!. What i did has its own purpose you know right. I let you go cause i don't want hurt you more.You get the hang of it right. I'm type of girl who easily falling for someone but i keep ignore it you know. but even i ignore it .Its like cheating over you. I do like you but ...... its hard to be explain.As you read before about my friends. By this state you know why i did this to you right?. well if not i gonna tell you anyway. i said if we become friend , its easier for me talk to you freely as i talk to other boys i ever talk to. I said i love all my friends include you. And if you and me in the state of "in relationship" hey that so awkward to me . Really~. I want us to friend as friendly as we could. so i can learn something out of you. and so so so so so so...and yeah jazz said you act strangely lately like whispering etc. Well she told me that okie not really sure.

FRUSTRATING PART!

Hey what with this new guy popping on in my head ..... Sasak ku eh~, to my friends today i saw him like every time i turn at the corner..... This really sucks! and annoying bah...... >3

During ,,math section , i was a so very a loner!. Can you ever imagine they all disappearing through thin air .Gosh I'm sitting at the very end corner at 45 degree angle toward the door with my stupid books and etc...... felling so left out.
.... Don't want to talk about it again.Hmm class cancel coz of chem practical.

GOOD PART

Despite all the bad stuff happening to me today eheheh i got to eat cotton candy from tenten eheheheh yummy =), and kek batik ....... yum yum but pity dijah miss it. Plus i got 2 ps maths period and GP . Cool and Uncool plus the wind are so "Gatal" keep blowing off my tudong ahahahahha . I like the wind today.

CRAZY WITH CODES
ahahaha computer was okay to day .... I think i get the hang of in ..... 9 more days coundown..... wuhuhuhuhuhu... so fast .... need to get to use to it =)

TO MY BELOVED FRIENDS... *HUGS FROM ME*
THAT'S ALL WHATS IN MY HEAD TODAY PLUS Whats in MY HEART CONTENT
COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT =)

LOVE YOU ALL!

I just love the way you are ♥

The weird msg =/

Hello there , i'm blogging using mobile ,really hard =/ ,at shah bandar ! With school uniform ! Wai~ me so tired eh~ for people who just knew my blog ,sowie for not telling =] , ehehe i don't like budging people to know my blog , nah ~not important, i dnt fully tell ya all directly whats in my head bt my previous blog or new content few secrets you need to figure out ,hey girls like me love identify people with nicknames ,ehehe ,wait this is just part of the story =] , i will continue it later ,got to go *polite bows* xp

I just love the way you are ♥

what happened today?????

PIMPLES ON RISE !!!!!

Pimples is the worst number one enemy . . . . . My worst enemy . . . . . . I hate growing stage T.T . . . . . . .
FACTORS TRIGGER THE GROWING OF PIMPLES:

1) Peoples don't bother to bother about exercising ~.~

2) Climate Deteriorate (getting extreme)

3) Hormones . . . mostly male hormones . . . . . .(growing stage)

4) Emotional Depression

5) Sensitivity (on the skin or heart???)

6)Your mood, mood swings (the body can't functions normal)

7) From katok:
-searing HOT!
-exposing them self to high UV light (especially sensitive skin!)
- no trees ahhhh~ no shade~
-Stress; library so empty(no reference book!)
-Internet Limited (not user friendly;need to write names and bla bla . . )
-Food are not healthy enough . . (so oily!)
-Boring (some people grows pimples of bore some!)
-Depressed . . .ah~ ( highlight this) I don't like it but always pop up lately ah~
-Love crisis ( argh! I 100% hate it!)
That's all i think. >.<

SPIDER WEB DEMOLISHER . . . . .>3

START. . . . outside dijah's house . . . It happened when . . "meow meow ,kuching ah cute" jazz said. The cat was ignoring her with the Duhh expression, ahahahah *pity*.Dijah said the cat was tired thats all . . . . . then we're on the way to dijah's front door . . . . . suddenly*in my thought* "why did i feel so different right now?" then i felt something on my head . . . . . . i touch it . . . . OH MY GOSH! . . . .EEEWWWWW! . . . SPIDER WEB STUCK ON MY HAIR . . . . . AGAIN EEWWWW!
Jazz and dijah shock seeing my sudden reaction. . . . their expression just like T.T, like ah?
The shocking thing was Dijah never realise there was spider web there till me the spider web buster bust it aahahaha so funny >.<
I'm being such a demolisher today* evil eyes* just like the transformer . . . ahahahahaha . . .ahax Oopps terkeluar tia my ahax ahahahahah XDDDDDDD
FINISH

HIKING AT BUKIT SHAHBANDAR~

ahahahahha . yay! me so happy and proud of my fwens, dijah and jazz. Even they are beginner which never been to hill 16 but suprisingly with their determination they made it till the end. So brave. We were divided into 3 groups;

1st group; -leader ;me (the only girl)
-4 boyz

2nd group;-leader;my mom
-jazz, dijah plus the other girls and few boys

3rd group;-leader; tcher Rosneh
- the left over but still with determination . . . so brave . . .

Time use up; nearly 3 hours which was 2 hours and 40 minutes . . . soooo long usually i do it one and a half hour . . . . big difference hahahahahha......

The point is I'm proud of them . . . .. . . . .. congrates to jazz and dijah! I hope you guys maintain it ^-^

HIRO SECTION: LIMITED EDITION . . . . . . .

hahahaha nothing much happened but today I'm off with him . . . duh as usual the switch turn off suddenly ahahahhaha. . . . me hate him today! ahahahah I'm immune with the feeling already . . . . no worries it will be on the next time i see him ahahahahahahahah
I think thats all I done for today =3
Love ya all =)

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I just love the way you are ♥

My real life . . . . . .

Want to know my real life ? Yeah sure but before i tell you my story ,i want to say . . . . welcome to my dull gloomy blog =3 . I don't update my blog frequently . . . Sorry for that >.< ,lets continue . . . Me ,a girl who hates to be ignore, to be annoyed , to be played *as if a toy or an object *. . . . . Presistant ,bad-tempered ,shy (maybe). . . . Afraid to loose (highlight this). . . .doesn't like low marks (specially failing marks) ,distaste dirty jokes(yellow stuff) ,hate to be unfocuse . I don't like to say bad or extreme curse unless if i really angry like hell but yet i still control it. What else ah. . . . I don't know but obviously i'm lazy girl. . . man. . . . .i hate homeworks ! Ahhh. . . . . Whatever being a second daughter is just like . , . . . I don't know. . . . .ahh! Boring eh ! . . . . . End of story . . . . .

I just love the way you are ♥

" The Event of Happily Horror " >3

Hello every body who follow my blog ,sory i dnt update my blog frequently =p, anyway 2day i have 2 do all my assigment *cry rolling on d floor* n whatever just accept it ah . . . . . . .~n~ . Another happily horror of GP test 2mrw! Girl my sis said it going 2 be freakin hard ! * screaming like crazy * scary ~ and my sis said that she never pass her GP comprehension . . . . And i said " WHAT THE ?!?! ,like i have options 2 choose from ! *shock* " now you can imagine how horror is GP apart from elit or eas , but. . . . , people just yeah, its student nature 2 dislike whatever test they have *sigh* another event of horror was , I FAILED MY PHYSICS! What the h*** ! I just dnt get yeah ,n you know i was so angry with my result o level which b3 4r physics ! i'm not satisfied eh! +_+ , how bout A level ,what do you expect ah ! , must be a horror angle 2 see from *sigh* my last event of horror ~ love crisis ! ,i'm so fed up with dis! *sigh* when will all this be over ? 2mrw? Nxt month ? Years? Infiniti ? FOREVER? * knocking head on d wall* my life lately full of horror include d evil "ah" senpai plus hiro sunrise plus d infiniti n beyond ordeals , yeah life is cruel n full of test n horrorz ,we human + student have 2 accept d faith n yet learnt not 2 regret it .every failure must has meaning underneath and so on. . . . . . . I think thats all my story 2dy on " The Event of Happily Horror " XD * please do comment * any advice?

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Who needs love ???? =)

Ewwww Since when i talk about love, I'm not that type but yeah people do grows up and so their puberty of course affect their life style and bla bla bla, nothing to say anyway but to tell you guys the truth my head soooooooooooooooooooooooooo in pain but yeah i overcome already

Yeah girlz can handle this right, eheheh, so i can . . . . . do this. Well as u can see who wanna be lonely in this world ?. Love ahahaha funny and strange, always bump into your life from nowhere but you can't avoid it and its true someday you sure have one. Just wait ahahah.

I don't know what to type anymore . . . . . . BUT ! , love do have many form but the strongest is love in our friendship which so strong . Which i always practice =3.

Things need to reconsider:

1) Family first
2) Friendship , Your friends . . . .
3) your special person ( of you have one ) and etc . . . . .

But right now most importantly is your study!!!!!, Don't think about anything else . but . . . . , well . . . . , you still can love someone but just don't neglect your study, or you gonna regret it. Well its true in some cases. So, well yeah I better off right now coz I'm sooooo buzy bye =)

I just love the way you are ♥

Applying for Pilot's cadet . . . . . . .

Haiyoooo ^_^
Nice to meet you all once more :) after some time i haven't update my blog =P.
To our title today applying for pilot cadet. well ahahaha sound funny right, total freaks but this all i can do for myself. You know rite i don't have any slightest ambition before. its very hard to figure out what i want to be =(

But at last this pilot things bump into my head like a hammer and that was ouch! ouch! ahhhhhh!, now i get it, well my own desire to be someone i want and that was the good news =). but the bad news is am i accepted?????????. coz the minimum height will be 157.5 cm but me just 157.0 or 156.9 , i'm not sure kay, uhuhuhuhu ~_~ and i'd say whatever

Will i be accepted? or else i need to hit my head using giant hammer of my dad to find another idea for that and i'd say OMG i need to start it ALL OVER AGAIN!?!?!?!!!, WELL THATS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID RIGHT AND TIRING!

So just wait huh, me soooo nervious,DAMN NERVOUS!!!!!!!, what with the interview? the medical check? and other procedure how am i going to do that???????. i'm not good in those things . . . . uhuhuhuhuh.. . . . . . . . .

So am i qualified? do you think i can do this ???? Just give your opinions in the comments box kay . . . . . =) and forgot to tell you ( for rhona *) about this blog , well sorry not telling ya ehehehe, now you now, i welcome you to my blog =) ******* and also Dijah and Kaori ( oh pleaze give me your e- mail kay*), of course ten =)

Right Now I Need You Guyz and Girlz Wise Advice
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